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What I Learned From A Harsh and Quick Case of the "Fuck It's"

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What they don't tell you when you start to recover, is that you will fall down. Not once, not twice, but a million times before you hit your stride and it is in those little regressions that you learn the longest lasting lessons.  Falling down, can happen because you tripped and fell over a rock or simply because you weren't looking where you were going because you were distracted by the sunshine all around you. It's incredibly frustrating. It's frustrating because it seems to happen just when you start to feel good and it's in the moment when you trip and fall where you start to just say "fuck it" and that my friend's is how we coined the term, the "Fuck It's". The "Fuck It's": When things are going well, you have one set back, and you decide to allow everything else to go wrong. You let one mistake become a million mistakes and convince yourself you are a failure and you are doomed. Things that can happen during a nasty c